Ch Ch Ch Changes ...

... even my pea brain is capable of revising plans ...
So I knocked on Tempest's door again and asked if could pull out from pull-out ...
and yep ... she agreed ... phew ... ;-P
so my event spots will be set on 'temp filling' for a while and I'll still do them when there's no cover ...
giving up my home/mainstore and the shop at Sanct was inevitable ...
but for hosting a bit of a break should do as well ... I'd miss it too much on the long run ...

One thing I'll definately miss is Drake dj-ing my Friday midnights/ Saturday mornings ... it was his last time today ... he's too busy now with managing ... and it always meant quite a late night for him ...
So I gotta visit some of his other shifts to hear that smexy voice again ...
wonder who will be my next new reg midnight DJ ...

Drake ... here linedancing with Kinu and Tempest

looks like I gotta do some updating in my profile pics ... lol
how about this pic of DJ Hellbone ... *grins*

it was quite a nice Halloween Party at the C.O.R. yesterday ...
though I look rather like vanilla pudding with strawberry topping than a headless ghost ...
and I wonder what my french LoonAtic is doing there ... *grins*

oh ... and while I was looking for a texture for my HAIRBAND-Party tomorrow ...
I found this Hairband-post ... worth sharing for a good laugh ;-P
maybe I should try to get one of those hairbands ... I wouldn't mind ... *grins*

I think I already had this song once in my posts ... but as most Deezer links don't work anymore ...
Enjoy it again ;-) ... and look at that awesome woman on the bass , Gail Ann Dorsey ... wow ... wish that was me playing like her ...

My very own 3rd Life ...

There are those days when RL and/or SL just suck ...
I had them again over the last weeks ...
and I often wished to leave... to where-ever
... a 3rd life would come in handy ... ;-P
and guess what ...
I got one ...
I just realised that ... and I got it almost since I got a 1st Life (does it make that the real 2nd Life then?) ...
I got the client always with me ... no need to make an account ... no passwords ... no TOS or rules ... no sliders, radars, lists, tags, nc, spam, griefers ... it works unplugged and without the web ... lol

It's those precious moments when thoughts start to wander without control ...
the creative blinks ... time of ideas and hopes ... somewhere between wake and sleep ... duty and spare time ... sense and nonsense ...
sometimes seconds ... minutes ... even hours ...

Too bad that the interface to my other lifes is quite poorly developed ...
maybe I should start bug-fixing this interface ...
like beginning with this pic ... scribbled when my bad mood made me go into my 3rd Life for some relief ... and waiting to be turned into a better drawing ...
a chance to find my way back to my RL-drawing skills ... long neglected ...





















I just love DAY-DREAMING ...
maybe because it's one of the few things I'm pretty good at ... ;-P

... just the sausage got 2

Maria sagt (22:33): I don't find a headline for my post ... lol
Maria sagt (22:34): I got an empty head ...
Dom Dom sagt (22:34): what's your post about
Maria sagt (22:35): about removing my stuff from my shop in Sanct ...
Dom Dom sagt (22:35): everything had an end
Maria sagt (22:36): just the sausage got 2

now you learned today how I get my headlines ... ;-P

so I cleared my shop at Sanctuary Rock Mall today ...

gave me a bit of a melancholy moment ...
but you never know what the future brings ...

a big thanx to Cats, Erika and Imdy ... *big hugs*
you're right ... sometimes changes are inevitable ...
I just wished I had more influence on those changes ...
but I already feel better ...
(phew ... I got over another part of midlife crisis ... yeah)
sooooo ... I feel like torturing you today ... like usually only the DJs do during voting time ... 'big fat grin*
ENJOY ... and no premature stopping it ...

made up my mind ...

I had it on my mind for quite a while now ...
and the circumstances just made me do it now ...
I quit my job as a regular host at Sanct ...
so the next weekend will be my last regular one ...
(Ty to Tempest for keeping me as a floater ... so you might see my tiny ass now and then at the club)
I also close my shop at the Sanctuary Mall on wednesday ...
and I give up my mainstore and home at Volkov in a bit more than a week ...
not an easy thing to do ... got no choice tho ...

I'm tired of struggeling ...

I could give all the explanations that are going thru my head ...
but I'm tired of complaining too ...

I'm not leaving SL ... I'm still at the C.O.R. ... at least for a while ...

and I'll find a way back to enjoying it ... sooner or later ...

I'm no fan of Rammstein ... but somehow the lyrics of this song say it all