Ok, I borrowed that title from Type O Negative ... *grins*
and it's not that serious ...
But I feel an end coming closer ...
The end of SL as it is now for me/Mayala ...
I've always said that I won't put any RL-money into SL.
Well ... in SL I'm as bad a business-woman as in RL.
At the moment I have just enough Linden$ to pay the rent for my mainstore (which also includes my home) and the shop at Sanct for 1 more week (and I don't even go ever shopping ... lol)
I don't really wanna give up either of it ...
At Sanct I'm selling best (and Sanct is kinda second home to me)
... and my home , well, though it's just a selfmade skybox, which only contains a sofa (without those ... you know ... animations) a pic on the wall and a lot of mess from the stuff I'm working on ... it's still my (SL-)home.
So ... when I run out of money pretty soon, I'll prolly quit it all ...
home, shop, hosting, the busy SL.
My invent is filling up with unfinished stuff anyway, cause I just seem to lose interest in it after it's been thru my head and brought down to paper ...
hosting is still kinda fun, but I guess I could enjoy my time at a club more, if I could actually talk to the ppl and friends who IM me, instead of a short bla bla , cause I'm not good at multitasking and there's spam to do, a crowd to take care of and quite often a damn quick open chat ... and I'm so slow typing all my typos ...
So I might go back to the way of second living like it was right in the beginning for me (without camping tho and with far less time spent in SL), just some sandbox time and a little chat now and then.
I'm still kinda SL-addict, but it's losing it's grip on me, the magic's gone.
This is not the usual SL-Blues ...
It's me looking forward to some old and some new RL-hobbies that already waited too long in my head to be let out and done ...
reading, painting, photography, my bass ... and maybe even some RL-fashion ... I still got a sewing machine ... ;-P
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come camp @ my house if you like :)
i'll make sure there's extra prims available for you to rez things to create stuff.
psst you always got a home on my sim if you need a place... would hate to see ya live and if ya wanan live free in sl .. i got plenty of space for you to squat in a box lol that sounds bad kinda but you know i love ya would hate to see you leave.. huggs!!
(would hate to see you leave i mean...)
Nooooo Don't go!! I would miss you terribly, even we do chat very little :) OH and no more slide shows???? Noooooo. ;)
I have a comfy rug in a really tiny hobbit cave (my elf's home in a Spellfire Sim huaha) you're free to come anytime! I'll make some space for you too to rez things :D
You'z really nice, you'z my very very first reader and always had nice words for me, so if there's anything I can do for you, let me know, I would love to help out to keep you around :D *huggles*
girls ... you are so sweet ... ty and a big big big hug
but watch out ... I might be knocking at your door one day ... with a big trunk ready to rez ... *grins*
atm I still try to keep my stuff and I don't plan to leave SL ... but I guess it's time for a change ...
so I'm looking for a way to combine the things I wanna do more in RL now with the little time that's left for SL ... like becoming a musician in SL ... or an artist ... or a hobo ... *snigger*
and Cats, there'll still be SlideShows ;-P ... maybe just with different themes now and then ... but I can't keep my fingers off any cam ... neither in SL nor in RL ... lol
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