Oh Bugger ...

I applied for the 5km-cookie-run in our town this Sunday ...
like I do every year ...
So I did a lil jogg today ... and ...
BUGGER ... it was soooo tough ...
maybe I should do the 1km kiddie-run with my son instead ...
guess I was too lazy in the past ...
I put on some weight over the last weeks ...
spent too many hours sitting in front of a stupid screen ...
mostly for RL work ... but of course for some gimp, movie and msn fun too ;-P
I wanted to do the run in about 30min ... now I can be happy to get over the finish line ... lol
Friday I'll have another and last training jogg ...
and on Sunday, right after my shift at Sanct and a tiny breakfast, I'll jump into my sneakers and ....
well, I'll tell you Sunday ... lol
Now I'm wondering what sound to put on my ipod to keep me running ...
if I choose Avenged Sevenfold, as I did 2 years ago and which was great then, it will prolly cause a heart attack this time ...
Type O Negative isn't exactly good for running,
Rose, Aldebert and the other french stuff I like is better for the after run relaxing ... lol
maybe some WASP, Slayer or Anthrax ;-) ... NIN or Bowie?
Any suggestions?

Who watches The Watchmen ... ?

... I did ... today ... 3 hours ... *grins* ... the uncut version ...
and I loved it ... it made it on my fav list ...
joining 'The 5th Element' and 'Two Hands' ... ;-)

oh ... and I did my first mini machinima ... lol
ok ... it's a terrible quality ... I still got to find a better recording soft ...
and I need to find out about clipping and cropping ...
but I'm working on it ...
btw ... the audio-comment was done by my daughter while I was away shopping ...
you cannot leave her alone in a room with either a cam or a mic ... lol
so I added only a lil info in between ...

Ty to the unknown ...

I don't know who or what it is ... that seems to somehow like me staying at Sanct ...
But I really appreciate it ... so a big TY ...
And as I've decided to keep my store at Sanct as long as possible
I started a SummersEnd-Sale to celebrate that ;-)))

mmmmhhh and I always like to sit in my chair after work is done ;-))

I hate to be shhhed while humming along ...

I'm bored like hell with all this ...
I take a break

What about a slow dance ... ?

I'm right in the mood for that ... lol ...
tho I'm a really bad RL-dancer ...
anyway ... that's one of the good things in SL ...
dancing is soooo easy ... *grins* ...
too bad that I decided not to get into trouble anymore ...
so I only couple dance with Max the few times he is online ...
ok ... and with Merf at really rare times ...
well, while hosting you're supposed not to coupledance anyway ...
and I don't get asked for a dance anymore ... actually ... lol

So, sorry folks ... you gotta get another beautiful Rose song today ...
and have me dreaming of the nice times of slow dancing ...
(I even might take a chance if I should ever get it again ... trouble or not ... *grins*)



oh ... and here are some pics from 2 events ( I get a bit lazy with my cam ... lol)

Happy B-Day Talis ...

and no ... no ... please don't throw that cake ... it's not a weapon ... ;-P

Hope you're having lots of RL-cake and other tasty stuff today ... and tomorrow ... best all weekend long ;-)

Happy Guestbook

See ... I'm already at Marvel's feet to thank in the name of a very happy guestbook ...

shhhh ... erm ... actually I wanted to be the first under that cool coat ... before, Cats, Alvena, Lacey, Lainey or whoever got there at the Leather-Party ... *grins*

Glückspfennig

... I found it in the morning today ... on my way to work ...

I'm not superstious ... but so what ...

nothing against a good omen or a lucky charm ;-)

I held it in my hand while listening to the beautiful songs of rose ...

I felt so good ... and somehow wanted to share that good feeling ...
with my loved ones ... my hubby and my kids ... my french loonactic ... with those nice friends that cheered me up ... Miss Alvena and Cats ... Imdy and Talis ( who didn't warn me that her last comment could do serious harm to a keyboard when reading it while drinking coffee ... *grins*) ... with Marvel, Drake and Erika who give my online time an extra kick with their music ...
and with all those who might read this ;-)
feel the good vibes ...
*hugs*


btw ... tomorrow, wed 2pm (slt), I have one of my extra shifts at Sanct again ... with Marvel as my rocking DJ ...
no more rose then ... lol ... but Leather & Rock ... cya there ;-P

I dropped the butter on the floor ...

when preparing breakfast today ...
I spilled half my coffee on the table ...
I couldn't sleep when I headed back to bed after braekkie ...
DSL connection is a pain in the ass ...
I left a club yesterday cause I still got a problem seeing some there (stupid me, after so many months) ...
my french LoonAtic prefered to go to bed early ... I couldn't cheer him up ...
I'm such a bore ...
I still got hädäx ...
My mind is brooding ...
And I decided to give up my stores in a few days ... hardly anyone is interested in the stuff anyway ...
all the outfits of other designers are much more detailed, cooler or hotter and way more hip ...
how could I even dare to try ...

enough lamented ...
I had fun tho at the DARK-event this morning ...
It was good to see Dylon and Bagor again ;-)))
to have Zak messing up my counting ;-)))
and I so love to hear Erika giggle on air ;-)))
Guess I'll keep on hosting for a while ... lol

while I was writing this post hubby and my daughter convinced me not to give up my home ... so I'll try to keep that with my mainstore ...
I love my family ;-)))

Magic Military ... erm ... ja ...

soooooo ... weekend half time ...
and already had quite some fun ...
last night at the C.O.R. at the MAGICAL Party ...
when Marvel had turned into an Incubus (hehe ... didn't know what that is until he told me), spinned his magic tunes ... and we later on all tried to squeeze into a group-pic thanx to pat ;-P ...
and in the morning I had the MILITARY event, a peace-loving girl like me ... lol
then my bloody hädäx came back ... again ... and I spent half the afternoon sleeping to get rid of it (didn't really work) ...
and now I thought it's time to do some sliding ... *grins*
enjoy ;-)

Profits of Doom

Ok, I borrowed that title from Type O Negative ... *grins*
and it's not that serious ...
But I feel an end coming closer ...
The end of SL as it is now for me/Mayala ...
I've always said that I won't put any RL-money into SL.
Well ... in SL I'm as bad a business-woman as in RL.
At the moment I have just enough Linden$ to pay the rent for my mainstore (which also includes my home) and the shop at Sanct for 1 more week (and I don't even go ever shopping ... lol)
I don't really wanna give up either of it ...
At Sanct I'm selling best (and Sanct is kinda second home to me)
... and my home , well, though it's just a selfmade skybox, which only contains a sofa (without those ... you know ... animations) a pic on the wall and a lot of mess from the stuff I'm working on ... it's still my (SL-)home.
So ... when I run out of money pretty soon, I'll prolly quit it all ...
home, shop, hosting, the busy SL.
My invent is filling up with unfinished stuff anyway, cause I just seem to lose interest in it after it's been thru my head and brought down to paper ...
hosting is still kinda fun, but I guess I could enjoy my time at a club more, if I could actually talk to the ppl and friends who IM me, instead of a short bla bla , cause I'm not good at multitasking and there's spam to do, a crowd to take care of and quite often a damn quick open chat ... and I'm so slow typing all my typos ...
So I might go back to the way of second living like it was right in the beginning for me (without camping tho and with far less time spent in SL), just some sandbox time and a little chat now and then.
I'm still kinda SL-addict, but it's losing it's grip on me, the magic's gone.
This is not the usual SL-Blues ...

It's me looking forward to some old and some new RL-hobbies that already waited too long in my head to be let out and done ...
reading, painting, photography, my bass ... and maybe even some RL-fashion ... I still got a sewing machine ... ;-P

Streuselkuchen and such ...

Soooo ... a normal Saturday is almost over ...
Hosting at Sanct in the morning ... no need to tell it was fun ;-) ... over 52 ppl for a while ... 2 smexy dancers, Kunoichi and Devante ... and of course Drake with his cool tunes and hot voice ...
tasty breakfast and some family stuff later ...
houswork ;-( ... and fun ;-) ...
watching tv, baking a cake (the only housewife thing I love to do ... baking ... mmmmmhhhh ... working the dough with my hands, tasting it and that smell that's coming from the oven later .... makes me soooo hungry) ...
here's a pic from that cake fresh out of the oven ...
and of course looking thru my pics and doing a SlideShow and collages of my events of this week ...
so nothing exciting ... erm ... at least I won't tell the exciting part here ... *grins*
But I love these Saturdays ... they feel real and they are real ;-))

I'd love to send the first piece of cake to Imdy, best in real ... but as a substitute ... have it this way, Imdy ... *hugs*

Oooohhhh these Smexies at Sanct ;-))) ...
Brent, UNOME and Zakora
told you, Zak, I'd put it in the blog ... hehe

Watch out for the end of this SlideShow from the Leather & Lace Party ... and you'll see what the After Hours at Sanct are like ... ;-P

Maybe you find your boots in this collage from Wednesday's Foot Fetish Party

and you know what ... there's been murder at the C.O.R. ...
important note: no, lemoning wasn't hurt in any way ...

yeah ... this SL-Love thingie ...

Love is one thing I keep in RL and I'm happy that way ;-)))
But I found this link on Sheah's blog ... and agree with her ... it's worth sharing ...

The mystery of love in Second Life

RL-TP ...

oh ... how often I wish it exists ...
... all those cool places I could visit in an instant ...
a concert in New York ... a lazy afternoon on a carribean beach ... kangoo-jumping on the moon?
... no problem ... well, there might be some issues due to overcrowding ... lol

But most of all I'd want to tp to a lonely friend of mine ...
to embrace him, give a long hug, try to help him get rid of the depression ...
cause I'm often just so at a loss for words ...
what are words anyway ?!