Ok, I borrowed that title from Type O Negative ... *grins*
and it's not that serious ...
But I feel an end coming closer ...
The end of SL as it is now for me/Mayala ...
I've always said that I won't put any RL-money into SL.
Well ... in SL I'm as bad a business-woman as in RL.
At the moment I have just enough Linden$ to pay the rent for my mainstore (which also includes my home) and the shop at Sanct for 1 more week (and I don't even go ever shopping ... lol)
I don't really wanna give up either of it ...
At Sanct I'm selling best (and Sanct is kinda second home to me)
... and my home , well, though it's just a selfmade skybox, which only contains a sofa (without those ... you know ... animations) a pic on the wall and a lot of mess from the stuff I'm working on ... it's still my (SL-)home.
So ... when I run out of money pretty soon, I'll prolly quit it all ...
home, shop, hosting, the busy SL.
My invent is filling up with unfinished stuff anyway, cause I just seem to lose interest in it after it's been thru my head and brought down to paper ...
hosting is still kinda fun, but I guess I could enjoy my time at a club more, if I could actually talk to the ppl and friends who IM me, instead of a short bla bla , cause I'm not good at multitasking and there's spam to do, a crowd to take care of and quite often a damn quick open chat ... and I'm so slow typing all my typos ...
So I might go back to the way of second living like it was right in the beginning for me (without camping tho and with far less time spent in SL), just some sandbox time and a little chat now and then.
I'm still kinda SL-addict, but it's losing it's grip on me, the magic's gone.
This is not the usual SL-Blues ...
It's me looking forward to some old and some new RL-hobbies that already waited too long in my head to be let out and done ...
reading, painting, photography, my bass ... and maybe even some RL-fashion ... I still got a sewing machine ... ;-P
